Yes. I'm easy.

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Yes. I'm easy. I'm easier than a spelling bee for three year olds or verbal reasoning tests.

Im easy. I'm easy for you. You know why I am but just in case you forgot let me remind you. I'm easy. I'm easy for you. I'm easy because I love you. I'm easy because I want you. Yes. I'm easy.

I love you. I love you so much. I don't believe in using imaginary scenarios to express my love. That's why even though I love you so much I'm not going to say I would die for you or take a bullet for you. I mean, come on. The chances of me being in a position where I'd have to die to save you or take a bullet for you are pretty slim. Except maybe of course we're in America. That country loves their guns more than they hate their women and I don't know if you've noticed but they really don't like us hoes.

I'd make my self wet and mold myself to fit into your world. Wait, that was imaginary right? Shit, my bad.

Okay. Wait. I've got a better one. I'm trying for you. Like really trying. I wake up in the morning and instead of drowning in self loath I actually get up. Instead of living up my phone first thing, I go brush my teeth.

I'm eating healthier too. I even ate twice today. Twice! That's amazing. You're amazing and I want to be better so I can be worthy of all your amazing.

I'm scared. I'm scared that I'll never be enough. I'm scared that I won't even be able to call you “the girl that got away” because I never got the chance to call you mine in the first place.

Oh, I'd wish you'd make the first move. I hope you're into girls. I mean. You don't have to be. I just want you to be into me. I can be your first. We can be each other's firsts. Please, come in. Please let me in.

Yes, come on. Make the first move. You have a hundred percent chance of not being rejected. Do you know why? It's because I'm easy. Pathetic isn't it?

Yes. I'm easy.

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